Posted on 2008.05.29 at 21:55
Tags: genny, morgen, underworld, work
Man it seems all i've been doing recently is working. I know i'll be greatful when the paycheck comes though. A couple of days ago I ended up working at a different McDonalds; same owner, its just newer and spiffier. Besides having no clue where anything was, everything went pretty well. There was the added bonus of two guys flirting with me, one being pretty cute. I think his name was David, the other guy was Chris and he was at least nice to talk to. Yesterday was pretty busy too. First, of course, was work 8a-4p. Then I drove to Morgen's house to help her study for her Geometry final. Last semester she passed by 2pts on her final that I helped her study for, so yeah, figured if my helping makes a difference I'll defenatley be there. She had dance at 7, so around 6:30 I headed over to Genny's. Originally we were planning on going to the mall but her mother vetoed that b/c Genny is still in only a soft cast. Instead we went out to Holly foods and Jumbo video. It was really Genny's first time out of the house since her accident. Well there was the trip to a party and her grandmother's (thrills), but beyond that nothing. There was the challange of putting the wheelchair in the back of my car, but it didn't take that long. It was kinda annoying when we got to Holly Food b/c there were a couple ppl simply staring b/c of the wheel chair, I mean seriously, have you never seen a wheel chair before or something?
The day before I had went out with Jake and saw Underworld Evolvolution. I kept falling asleep during it, but only b/c it was so late, I do love that movie. Anyways I realized that this was the 3rd time i've seen that movie, but i've never seen the first. So Genny and I rented Underworld. Damn that chick is hot.
Posted on 2008.05.19 at 18:17
Current Location: Genesys
Current Mood: 
grateful
Tags: calc, car crash, genny
Its a few minutes before 1st hour and Jodie and I are wondering where in the world Genny is. Our calc project is due tomorrow and she really can't miss anymore days. Bell rings and still she doesn't come. Pearson's phone rings and we discover Genny got in a car reck and is in the hospital. Which hospital, how badly hurt, we've no clue.
Jessica made a giant "Get Well Soon" card and collected signatures. After school I called Genesys to see if Genny was there (she was). Jodie and I then went over to visit/find out what exactly happend.
Genny was getting was gettting of I69 and onto 475 where she collided with a guy, literally on crack, going the wrong direction. Her car is totaled, foot broken in like three different places and arm injured from the airbag, but otherwise ok.
Jodie and I are prolly just going to hang out here 'till visiting hours end and then head home. I have my laptop, obviouslly, so I can just finish the calc project here. I'm just glad shes ok, and it really pisses me off someone would get drugged up and drive. Its one thing to fuck yourself up but don't put yourself in a position where you''ll end up hurting or killing others.
Posted on 2008.05.11 at 22:50
Current Mood: 
content
Tags: calc, dreams
How long has it been since I've had a dream that I can remember? Far too long. But I can at least remember fragments from last night.Driving somewhere...A card game with tiny cards that were either pink or baby blue backed...Watching an episode of NCIS with Abby in a black fishnet shirt that didn't cover her stomach (it was a very nice image, trust me)...on an elevator with a couple of people...someone getting pushed off as we head up to floor 6...she manages to fall into a creves less than a floor down...
I miss dreaming, I use to have dreams nightly and remb er them vividly afterwards. Maybe dreaming agian is a sign that I'm finally starting to relax and not get so caught up in things. Whatever it is, its nice.
The final project for calculus is comming along well. Jodie, Genny and I are doing a interactive flash presentation explaining applied maximum and mimimum all based around a Harry Potter theme. I'm hoping it turns out sweet. And yes, i'm a dork sometimes (but have no fear, i'm still a slacker).
Posted on 2008.04.25 at 22:19
Current Mood: 
touched
Theres just something simply beautiful about wolves...
Posted on 2008.04.18 at 22:25
Sometimes I wish I could simply sleep forever. Maybe one day prince charming would come along and break the spell, but if not I would jsut keep sleeping. In a way I'm sleep all the time, but its not a deep one. You can't be truely numb if your aware of the fact your numb...
Posted on 2008.03.15 at 21:54
You know your a redneck when you make your own tree planters by drilling holes in the bottom of empty kitty litter boxes. Theres just something about it...
Posted on 2008.03.13 at 23:26
Current Mood: 
cheerful
Tags: jake, wii
I am well aware of the fact I suck at videogames, but the Wii takes it to a whole new level...
Yesterday Jake called, inviting me to come hang out since he was in town for his spring break. --------- -- --- - --- -------- ---- --- -- --- -----. Last time I checked, asking how it was going was a long range off of flirting, but w/e. I was excited to go out and see him. Of course --- --- -- ---- -- - --- by making the point. A guy doesn't just call up a girl he hasn't talked to in a long time just to hang out. It would have been nice to simply ignore the fact, but i'm not that naive anymore. Although the fact it was Jake, made it very hard for me not to roll my eyes when Dan and Ashley started lecturing. I probably would have rolled my eyes if it wern't for you know, those past experinces with guys like Joe.
Anyways I had a lot of fun tonight. First I actually made it to Jake's house without getting lost or having to call for directions. Of course it wasn't untill I was like halfway down Tripp Road when I realized I had only a very vauge memory of where to go. Jake and I talked for like 10min then headed out b/c his friend Mike was having a party. By party I mean like a small group of Jake's friends getting toghter and playing videogames and watching Hitchikers Guide to the Universe. We left around 10pm (note the time i'm suppose to be home on schoolnights is 10pm) and sat in his car and talked for almost an hour. By sitting, it was actually more me kinda laying against him.
Posted on 2008.03.08 at 22:09
Current Mood: 
sleepy
Tags: dst
Ugh, I hate springing forward an hour, its just not fair. Especially if you have to work at 6am which will feel like 5am.
Got off work at 1 today, then hung out with Genny and her friend from detroit, Dave. Her mom found out her life history somehow (my guess would be her journal) and now all hell is breaking loose for her. Given that her family cares, I can see the whole thing blowing over before she moves out, but for now it would suck to be her.
Posted on 2008.03.07 at 23:09
Current Mood: relieved
Tags: bubbles, finals
So the second trimester of school is now over. Seems unbelievable that I am almost finished with high school. I'm looking forward to relaxing next term for my only hard classes are calculus and physics and I also managed to get an independent study for action script. I know final grades for two of my classes: Calc, B- and A for motion graphics (I'd also say its safe to assume I got an a in MS Office). I wish teachers would update edline, after all the stressing, i'm dying to know how I did on my final project for chemistry.
Really my main stress about the chemistry project was the presentation. It was a very open ended research project with little guidelines. Here I was, in a senior advanced chemistry class with the first presentation explaining how we perceive pain, about to talk about bubbles. Don't get me wrong, I did have the science to back me up. I explained why bubbles always have rainbow tint, no matter the solution color. I explored why bubbles are spherical even if you use a triangular wand. I even talked briefly about why glycerin makes bubbles so much better. Yet I couldn't help but wonder if i was the only dork who, at age 17, thinks bubbles are neat. Luckily I wasn't. At the end of the presentation some of the kids in the class were blowing bubbles and adding glycerin to it.
Posted on 2008.03.04 at 22:35
Current Mood: 
indifferent
Tags: finals, ski practice
Ski banquet was tonight. Everything went nice, fake, and well. Ended with a nice slide show put together by Morgen. It left the the feeling that a nice (although we all know that isn't the correct adjective) ski season has come to an end. Only have first hour (MS office) final tomorrow so no need to bother studying. Going to see if I can get an independent study for flash action script or programming next term, figure theres no harm in trying. Can't wait for the taste of summer.
Posted on 2008.03.03 at 21:07
Current Mood: okay
Tags: close-minded freshman, new chair, new desk
Currently Reading: Brilliance of the Moon
I love how my school had decided that they're too good for snowdays now. I was very proud that both my car and I made it to school alive. First hour is my mainly freshman birdclass, microsoft office. Today we had to present our powerpoint presentations, the subject: ourselves. So thankfully they were quick and easy. 
The presentations were pictures only, each slide with specific parameters (i.e. favorite season), however the last slide was open-ended. I had this picture on it, and when I made mention of it I hear a few murmurs around the room. I had to silently laugh to myself, to most those freshman the idea must have seemed so taboo. Then after class I had a touching moment. Ashley (from ski team) came up to me and told me how pissed off she was at some people in the room for their remarks. (Apparently one girls comment was "I wouldn't want to be in jail with that girl" lol) If Ashley hadn't known me, she wouldn't have cared as much at the remarks. Maybe I should be bothered that Ashely cares mainly b/c she knows someone personally, but it simply makes me feel good that I can be myself.
Tonight consisted of traveling to Sam's Club, Walmart, and finally Staples. Out of all that I now posses a chair and desk for my new computer. My mom was bitching the whole time about how she didn't see why this mattered since I was moving out in three months. My dad just pretty much ignored her. And my mom complained about going into Staples because everything there is overprice, yet buying both the chair and desk cost $30 less than the desk I was planning to get from walmart. *shrugs* I can't say I'm going to say that I see myself missing her.
Posted on 2008.03.02 at 23:50
Current Mood: dull
Blah! The weekend is over and I don't want to bother with school. I'm almost glad for the upcomming finals b/c it means school is 2/3 over with. If only it weren't for that chem project that i really need to get working on. Instead games like Desktop Defender and Omerta seem much more fun.
My dad showed me how to take apart my sink to unclog it today. It was pretty simple and I rather enjoyed the idea of spending time and learning from my father. Yet it makes me wonder, Why did you wait so long Dad?. Guess it doesn't matter, whats in the past is done and one may as well make the best of what time they have left. Cleaning out my sink also made me realize how many simple things I don't know how to do:
-My cooking skills are limited, blueberry pancakes remain my sole specialty.
-My knowlege of cars extends little beyond gas, brake, and I wonder how bad that chugging noise actually is?
-I haven't the faintest idea of how to sew, knit, embroider, or anything along those lines (oh, but I can latch-hook!)
-I don't know how to hook up anything more complicated than a dvd-player w. surround sound
Probably should expand my horizons a bit...
Posted on 2008.02.28 at 22:28
Current Mood: content
Tags: skipping, the bucket list
School started bland as ever. Tommorow is friday and theres no news of massive snow storms thus I am at risk of having a full week of school. Snowdays, plumming issues, along with the extra random holidays have always ensured that there would be no full weeks. With the trimester ending next friday it would seem a shame to end this streak. Since there was nothing of importance happening during 4th and 5th period I decided to go home early. But where would be the fun of doing it alone. Thus I invited Genny and Jodie to join along. So instead of physics and advanced chemistry I had a relaxing afternoon watching
The Bucket List.
Posted on 2008.02.27 at 22:31
Tags: new computer, vampirefreaks
I finally have my new laptop (hurray!) so I once again will be posting here. After over two weeks without a computer almost anything would make me happy, but this computer is freaking sweat. Sadly, its screen is bigger than the tiny tv Genny gave me.
I've also decided I need to make a few changes b/c my life is boring as shit and its driving me insane. So yeah, i'm going to make small steps and see if I can make some progress. First off, I'm far from a social butterfly. I don't hate people or anything, I just tend to not bother putting forth effort to get to know some stranger I don't care about. Of course the catch-22 of that is your not going to care about someone unless you get to know them (Damn you Joseph Heller). So step one is going to be actually utalizing vf.
Posted on 2008.01.31 at 23:36
Current Music: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus- Face Down
Skiings almost over, last leauge meet tonight...Starting to realize this year is almost over...Even though i'm welcoming all the changes that are going to occur, cant help but fear them...Will I still see Morgen if she even graduates?...Can Genny and I still keep a friendship...I think so, because after all the shit thats happend between us (ok so most of it would be my fault, but we can ignore that little detail) we still talk and trust eachother...
I have a friend whoes going away this weekend...Shes excited as hell with the added adrenaline of fear of something going wrong and getting caught in the end...With just those factors, worst case senerio isn't end of the world...but i can't help but worry about her actual trip...Shes visiting one of her online friends, a guy whoes 21 and likes her...Talking to him, he seems ok...But if anything that makes me more nervious, he knows to make everything seem safe and ok...She has her own car, but what happends if she loses possesion of her keys?...I know i'm likely just being paraniod...I keep seeing his face...Am continually getting trapped in the memories...And he didn't even rape me, it was just an almost...Shes much smarter than me in the boy department, but that doesn't mean shes safe..This is probably one of the few times I can't wait until the weekend is over and she hasn't even left yet...
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